A case of the Mondays

Stressed and struggling is how I feel today.

I have to say I did not see this coming after having such a nice family weekend.  I don't know quite where it started - or why - but I'm riding on very little sleep after waking up at 3am for no reason at all and not being able to get back to sleep till about 5:30am.

Kids to school, errands, too late to the gym to take the class I wanted...and tried to register the boys for swim class tonight only to find I have to wait till next session because they could take 1 in - not all 3.  Full.  My own fault for being a week late into the session anyway.  Hello procrastination.

Managed to get a half hour of hooping in before getting the kids from school.  That I was proud of.  Instead of sitting on my couch to catch up on Friday's episode of General Hospital I missed, I hit play on the DVR while I stood up and hooped.  That hoop hit the floor more times than I could count, but I did it for an entire half hour.  Crazy hard now.  And to think once upon a time (as a kid) I rocked the hoop.

Got some news something I worked on (and has since been posted) needs a rework and got pulled...and now I find myself having to do it over again because a company was not satisfied with the direction I went in.  This has NEVER happened to me before.  And it really got me down.  I am frustrated and trying to find some perspective on it.  I want to make the company happy.  Scheme of things not a big deal...but it feels like a big deal.  And I'm kind of dreading having to fix it because now I have a complex about it.

So there's that.  And none of the kids napped.  Been a crazy - and loud - few hours.

I used to change my Facebook profile photo according to my mood.  This one?  Feels like me today.